Friday, July 27, 2007

the moon is out,
a whole new story begins.
ok i have finally UPDATED my fuggly blog, so stop complaining. gosh i am still reading "a painted house" is not that the books not nice is just that i have no time to finish it; this whole week is been hell for me, i will not wake up one morning feeling good and not walk like some stupid arse hole;i think i should like be sick like miss betris haha!
anyways i feel normal now and i have like been thinking a bit about life, againe , but seriously what am i going to do for the rest of my life. to make the right choice, and i want to go to ploy and graduate with a deploma for bio-tech, and like be a researcher or something. i love science since p3 where it was like the 4th NEW SUBJECT. i have always been en-tu with my science project so i think i should like really be some bloody scienctice "DR. CHELSEA" whao!! WEE !
i am broke fuck the world! i need money! fuck my stupid induglence self! why cant i just live without like clothes and other materilistic shit what ever! fuck the world!
sorry melissa i have become super vugal this semster, i don know whats wrong with me. i just cant stop it i tried but i cant like now i feel like saying fuck! i think to me fuck is just a world a stupid word!!
rah !
10 more days and Eclipse will be out, but i think singapore is gonna take much longer!
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ok bye loves
ps. i hate what im thinkign right now ! fuck you brain!